Simone Weil

This reading made me face my own belief system. I haven’t made a definitive decision to accept all the traditions and beliefs of any one religion. When I look at their fundamental beliefs, I see sincerity and goodness. However, when I look at their scriptures and followers, I see contradiction and hypocrisy. Two passages inspired a great introspective moment for me.

“In what concerns divine things, belief is not appropriate. Only certainty will do. Anything less than certainty is unworthy of God.” I have a difficult time believing the universe is the creation of an all powerful God, let alone being certain of it. I’m absolutely certain that the universe exists, but not certain in the existence of God. I find myself morphing the universe and God together which leaves me with an idea that God is neither omnipotent or anthropomorphic. I find myself thanking both God and the universe for blessings and praying to both for strength and guidance. I cannot see the line of separation between the two, so in my mind they are interchangeable.

“Perfect and infinite joy really exists within God. My participation can add nothing to it, my non-participation can take nothing from the reality of this perfect and infinite joy. Of what importance is it then whether I am to share in it or not? Of no importance whatever.” I don’t believe faith in God is the only path that leads to perfect and infinite joy. I believe faith in humanity brings joy as well. I also feel that our participation is of great importance. Our actions have an immense impact in the universe and on all forms of life. I’ve certainly seen love and hope grow exponentially. I’ve also seen hate and fear grow. Either way, all forms of participation, including apathy, are essential for every individual to find their path to happiness and joy.